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整理者注:参看大陆版译本,“撒旦指环”当为ฦ“土星光环”之误。

啊,有多少次你被看到在汹涌ไ海洋中沉浮,你像大山样突兀,击败并且驾驭了巨เ浪,你长满毛刺的黑背犁开了海ร水,仪态沉稳而端庄!

第三讲:确切

我读到了萨满和民间故事中ณ的人物,读到了被转化为轻松使飞翔进入个神๰奇的有求必应的境界这样的事成为可能的困苦。我谈到了乘๖着普通家常用具——如只木桶——飞翔的巫师。但是,卡夫卡故事的主人翁看来没有被赋予萨满教或者巫术的力量;大冰山后面的国度看起来是个空木桶有可能被装ณ满的地方。事实上,那ว木桶装得越满,就越不可能飞翔。就这样吧,让我们骑上我们的木桶,来面对未来千年;我们能够往里面装多少东西就装多少,不可抱更大的奢望。例如,轻逸;于轻逸的好处,在这里我已经用尽心思谈论了番๘。

在这讲中,我要尝试向我自己还有诸位解释清楚,我何以认为ฦ轻是种价值而并非缺陷,指出在哪些过往的作品中我发现对轻的理想,并且表明现在我把这种价值放置在何处,又如何将其投射于未来。

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